As my fingers dance on the piano, the thoughts in my head are set free. This might seem weird to you, but this is why I want to write about it. Don’t you ever have a time when you’re just thinking about random things? I’m pretty sure you do. Every single time I’m playing piano, I am always thinking. Thinking about my friends. Thinking about tomorrow. Thinking about my family. Thinking about school. Thinking about the unsolved mysteries of life. Thinking about… ANYTHING, EVERYTHING. It seems to me that all of my clogged up thoughts are released while I’m playing music. It’s almost like I’m daydreaming while playing the piano. Of course when I’m learning or practicing a new song, I am focused. But most of the times when I’m there, I play music that I know by heart (which is probably why I haven’t finished the new song I started learning a long time ago). When I think about it, I’m always thinking. Well of course, you always have to be thinking about something. Usually when you’re in class, you’re thinking. But that’s a different kind of thinking. It’s the brain-exploding thinking that has to do with math, science, literature, english, or us history. As some of you might now, I space out a lot. Many times you will see me just staring at something. But when someone says “I’m thinking”, what do you think they’re thinking about? Are they thinking of a solution? Are they thinking about someone? Are they thinking about something you can do to kill time? There are so many questions that can come to your head when you ask yourself about thinking. I’ve probably used the word “think”, “thinking”, and “thoughts” a million times already. But what is your definition of thinking? When I think while I play the piano, very random thoughts come to my mind. It seems that the thoughts are like a slide show, one by one coming and going. It’s just like a collection of thoughts that escapes and runs wildly. I’ve found it very hard to control these thoughts. But there’s many kinds of thoughts u see. When you are thinking hard, you can be trying to solve a math problem or trying to answer an essay. There are other times when you are just thinking about someone, a situation, or an event. It’s complicated if you think too much about this topic. I’m getting my brain all confused with all the thoughts in my head now. I want to write about something, but something else gets in the way and I end up confused. I hope you understood what I was trying to say. I tend to be quite confusing sometimes. It seems to me that it’s hard for me to write out EVERYTHING I’m thinking about. It’s hard to get all my ideas and organize it onto a simple blank piece of word document/blog. Its difficult to write exactly what I’m trying to say because sometimes what I write just doesn’t make sense. I hope by time, I get better at expressing my thoughts by writing. I wonder if any of you out there have this problem. Maybe it’s only me.

Over these past few days, I have been so BORED. We had one week off, which this holiday here in Costa Rica is called Semana Santa. Anyways, I couldn’t find anything to do so I was looking through my stuff. I found my old packets from the academy I used to go to. There were eight in total. I remember I hated those things sometimes. When I was small, the songs in them were hard for me and they were so boring, mainly because they were childish. I was looking through the pages and it brought back many memories like my teacher, who is now in the United States of America, and my classmates. In this instant I am thinking about them because they have been part of my growth of knowledge in music. I don’t know what they are up to right now and I really wonder. So that day I found the packets, and I started playing some songs. While playing some songs, I clearly remembered a few song for some reason. Maybe because it was my favorite song (out of all of the ones in the packet), it took me a long time to play the song perfectly, or it was just really funny. Just by looking through a bunch of music and playing some of them, time went by fast. I actually wasn’t bored that day. These are some songs I have played after finishing all those packets (in order of when I played it): 

  • Beauty and the Beast (keep in mind that this was my first song after I finished the packet, which was a long time ago :P )
  • The Entertainer – Scott Joplin
  • Fur Elise – Kinsky-Halm (It’s a CLASSIC)
  • A Whole New World from “Aladdin” – Alan Menken
  • Sonatine Op.55, No.2 – Fr.Kuhlau 
  • Couleur Tendresse – Paul de Senneville and Oliver Toussaint
  • Boogie on Down – John Brimhall
  • Ballade Pour Adeline – Paul de Senneville (Love this song; simple, but good)
  • The Little Negro – Claude Debussy
  • Gavotte in D – Francois Joseph Gossec 
  • Coup de Coeur – Paul de Senneville
  • Tomorrow from “Annie” – Charles Strouse
  • The Beautiful Blue Danube – Johan Strauss
  • Valse Op.69, No.2 – Frederic Chopin
  • Minuet – Luigi Boccherini
  • Through the Kaleidoscope – Steven Cravis   *MY FAVORITE SONG* 
  • Cascada – Alejandro Arguello C. (composed by my teacher that went to the states)
  • Marriago D’amour – Paul de Senneville and Oliver Toussaint
  • Rondo Opus 51, Nr. 120. Tori no Uta – Air 
  • Hammock in the Philippines – Steven Cravis (If you want to check out the music sheet, click here)
  • Houki Boshi – Bleach
  • Clair de Lune – Claude de Debussy  

As you can see I have played many songs over these past years. I really like songs composed by Paul de Senneville. They are really calm, relaxing, and some are romantic. Steven Cravis is another composer, whose songs are beautiful. I realized that I don’t really like to play classical music that much, it is usually harder. I prefer popular and anime. My goal is to replay all of these songs. If not, at least play the melody fluently. I have been playing some songs fluently, but they are not complete yet. 

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